Thought of Being Human, today

Settle down, drown myself in longer time is not my actual style-to be honest. And, for this whole week passed by month i feel devastated and have to face the apocalypse. I do messed up with works to do, plan, yet my feelings, those all crumbled into my full-capacity of heads.

But, the fact is, who is ready to cut all the physcal activities, social gathering and direct communication ?  no one does, so do i. Being able to do sudden massive swifting activities are everybody  homework, so i think every single person in the world think all the same, how themselves be responsible and risking their lives in order to stay living their live. And i call it “Natural Selection”

Back on the old days, the ancient Trias period, when we all can see T-Rex and Triceratops running all the way suburb area, the large field with flaying dinosaur above our heads. They’re deal with meteors rain, overheat temperatures and the ice age, as their natural selection. Move to the mesozoikum period, then to ancient culture and war over wars, revolution of imperialism and colonial system. Those all are the collected advice to shows you how the selection of nature been done before. Human nature being so competitive to stay alive, so that they’ll be able to pass the selections by their behavior.

When we’re realize, the pandemic of COVID-19 is one of the natural selection we’ve should passed. It’s filtrate the humans behavior, measure the foolish whim, and count on the generosity. To be assured that we’re still worth enough to live the time and space.

Not only about “survive” at the end of the day, the life of human exsistence is the matter. Human within humanity. Lately, humanity is fading away without smell. If survive means the act of killing another life by own egoistical needs, what so called by life then? What so called make word better place afterall?

Yes, we are the creature of culture, of charity. Or, are we ?

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