Acceptence of Regretness

We choose, not only for the right but for alive. Ain't gonna drag these because the election is near, the biggest party the whole country interested in-probably. The topic was limitless, and beyond political concerns. Beyond the lil things we've been through-that we tought it won't changed any at all-and beyond the boudary of universe we used to murmuring them the whole night without coffee.

I often lost, lost my oportunities, lost another bite of life i should compelete in, often. Did i regret it?
Yes. At frist, realizing the left handed-options that i decided were totally running out of my mind because its become thing wonderfully.
Blending. The emotions, anger, regretness, being grudge, feeling bad, and selfish punch my head, up and down, left over right. I couldn't clearly see the another side of penny. I couldn't see the difference between magenta and blue, of even that compound hue. Then it takes some minutes to get your storm inside your heart and brain made an agreement that they no longer should shout out their power of madness inside my body necessarily, control it also takes time and power.

Honestly, regretting just made you drought. My throat even get hurt. It pointless anyway, we still have long way to go, lot of chance ahead. And life, it won't bothered. Just keep going, neither you still life on past nor refgretness.

Did i made it out? Nope. Human naturraly full of mistakes also regretness. I m grateful since i'm still count on human indicators tho. But, is being acceptable with the regretness because of leaving the right options are the best way to cop it?

I couldn't say yes, but its neither way tho. Acceptence is the final solution, you cannot deal with another problem if you still stuck on the past regretness apparently. But could it goes right? Sincere will seek its impact. It'll be alright then, when you ask yourself the worst case on the decide that you made, then yourself will answer "so what?". The regretness won't affect your own stance by many of shapes.

Just before the acceptence, did we could made any of the choice-things better?

May i ask you, what's made those decision right? Or what made them good for each of you? Is it because yourself fit on it? Or because the enviromentally gravity made you comfortable?
-Well, ain't gonna force you to answer it at once. Late, but think it twice, or even ten times.

I give you my hypothesis on what i've been analyzed of myself, life, and human being-it wasn't kinda official phsycological analysis of neuro-something or stuff, but trust me, these hypothesis won't deviated of this topic, not kinda cranky thing about life of pre-historic times.

Stance.
Its how you belive things. Trough times, trough vision, trough the shape you called of concious.
Being bold of sharp is the way stance you proved to life to.
Life is yours, the stance you used to life with, make sure its breath until the point of core of nerve.

By choosing two or more options, which each of that choice owning different affect, morover change to your life, you perhaps made undefinical algorithm-which countless of abbreviation in algebra or trigonometry-of life to decide it. Yo did it. By compare it on your stance, your similarity on how you get the goals by it.

And then, if you goes wrong by it, did you regret?
Its proven by how trembling the creed of your belief. If you did, you should ask yorself fist. Did you already hold tight on your stance, buddy?

Yogyakarta,
27 Februari 2019